My life can be summed up in a few big points to get me where i am today.
It all kind of starts with a simple family gathering when i was 12 at my aunts farm she has 4boys and 1girl(who is rarly mentiond) well the boys invighted a friend of theres Christopher and well as a pre-teen age girl who was dien to have a relationship that made her heart sing i fell for his red hair, green eyes and adorible speech. My cousins were to wraped up with what ever they were doing chris hanged out with me and i was flyen on cloud nine for a few weeks. I set up my 13th birthday party so i would see him again.Well needless to say i still felt strongly for him but little did i know my small crush then would make me who i am now.
I didnt see or talk to him for about close to a year, but finally one day i broke my cuosin down and he gave me chris's number it took my close to 3months befour i called it was near valintines day and to my plesent suprize he rembered me we talked for a little bit but he informed me that he liked this girl at his school and to my sad dismay i got off the phone a week later however i called back and we started dating i was 14 and thought i was in love i thought the feeling was mutural the relationship lasted close to 3 or 4 months and he cheated on me once and at the end he broke it off with me because he liked some one esle.I do know he didnt try to hurt me, but he did i still called him we still talked i still felt like i loved him during the summer of o6 he fell for a girl named jenny who looked just like me and who was in all essints me we very in a few things and those few things actully created us to who we are well she dumpt him beacuse she didnt like him she liked my cousin his bestfreind as fates would have it jenny and i became best of friends we still are we look at each other and rember the boned we made that we are sisteres in life and the here after. We were both mest up and both striving for a boyfriend.
If you ask me now if i regreat thoses chosies i would say No i learned alot about myself i learned alot about her. Now i may say some of the things i did were wrong but im me and thats life welll my cousin dumpt her and we were all each other had not that it is a bad thing but im sure we both would have enjoyed a boyfriend well as the fates would have it they came and went for us i still loved chris though it was a year later . I had only dated one other guy witch was one of his friends Burny. Burny wasnt a great guy but i was fine with him because simly he wasnt my chris and i didnt care what happend well he called from chris's phone during the day so i answer to his shocked self i knew right then he ment to lever a meassge to dump me i agread to let him go and let him do it that way he was a chicken and worst of all not even 3months later charged as a petafial or tree hopper witch ever you preffer the term. After that i was at the point where i just didnt care who i dated and so then came clemmment and all his stupidity he wasnt ready for a relationship as much as he said he was.Clem was the kind of guy who just gave a person an uneasy feeling i played the role of loving forgiveng girlfriend tell i was just sick of it i kept him tell i could meet someone else after all clem didnt care really and a guy who id been talking to for about a year that i meet through both jenny and chris brad finally asked me out and i took my chanse i got away brad is a very unusual guy i use to say he has 4 personalitys. 1st god fearing christan 2nd shamless sex lusting guy 3rd respectable and 4th creep. We went out for about a month and he asked me to marrie him it was stupied i was young i wanted love. We broke up at the end of the school year i had meet someone else and left brad that got very confusing to beacuse it was on and off again and he had girls emailing me calling me telling me that the new guy david was a player he was out to hurt girls blah blah blah well needless to say he was super emo and i was well over chris now and head under the water with david leaving me with a 500$ phone bill but it wasnt all that bad .David introduesd me to Frank.
Now Frank seemed like alot less drama and i liked him he made me laugh and well made me feel good i liked that we seemed like a pretty good match. their isnt much to say really it wasnt all bad not at all but when he went away a month after we met he left our 1month aniversery i started talking alot to brad again and i had alot of downs and brad was there to help me up it only made sence to me to go back out with brad after all he was the only one who was semiy desent well on our 2nd month aniverservy he came back and i broke things off with him and i went back out with brad .
It didnt last long a month and a half and i broke it off i desided i didnt want to date i couldnt trust brad or any guy really so i didnt want to date.
However i was talking to a guy i really like his name Thomas i was didnt date him right away but it was like we were he knew all the right things to say i fell hard and i told him if he asked me out when i was 16 id say yes he asked a few days befour and i said yes well the night befour my birthday i got in a fight with my step dad about him because he stole my phone and read my text's well 23min after midnight Thomas dumped me and look who came to comfort me Brad i was unset and i wanted to feel loved he asked me out and to my own dismay i said yes he had moved to Jansvill a 3hour drive from where i was i let it be for a while then i broke it off his friend tryed to get us back together but in the end his friend Nathen went out with me he cheated on me and his best friend Zackary and me got along very well i had a couple dreams of him and i always scoled myself for that tell one day nathan broke up with me . For his EX-gf i was so upset and refused to date again and a month later nathan and i went out again this time the time even shourter he asked me out the night befour new years eve we broke up around the first.
On the fith of the first month Zackary sent me a long textes saying how sorry he was about what happend and asked if there was anything to do needless to say we started to go out on the 9th an
